♥Valentine's massacre

25 February 2020 @ 05:01 pm

Roxanne :) @sixpackofapathy.tumblr.com
♥,
“No matter how many times they get bashed when I mention their name, or how many times Pete Wentz has kept me up with his riddles, or how many times I’ve forgotten them, only to bring them back. Through every night I spent staying up, and every friendship that’s been burned to the ground, and every disaster that’s found it’s way to me, they’ve been there. Even if it is only through speakers, and headphones, and lyrics, it’s more than I could ever ask for. And sure you could say it’s just a band, and they’re just lyrics, but they’re not. Not to me, anyway. They’re my back pocket safety, and there hasn’t been a moment that they’ve left my side. Sure, I’ll skip over their songs sometimes, and find new bands, and remember new lyrics, but I always find my way back to them- and every single time I get the same stomach turning, eyes watering, hands shaking, knees weak reaction.”

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16 November 2009 @ 11:00 pm

Santa, you better note this the fuck down.

Don't be a bitch kay, i don't have a chimney. Use the fucking door.
For christmas i want :

1,039 smoothed out slappy hours, Kerplunk or Nimrod.
Nuclear bombs as bras.
~~Billie Joe Armstrong~~ o wait i already got dat faggot, he's tied up under my bunk. <3
A pony.
Narnia.
Someone i could run to in desperate times, & no, all those you sent me in previous years were assholes. I am distraught, bb.

y'know i'm really not asking for much.

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16 November 2009 @ 10:44 pm

Jesus christ on ice, icon love <3

Documentary project, deadline.
I don't know if i'm up to it, i don't know if i can pull it off the way it's played out in my mind. Mental images, can they really be brought to life? Whenever a favourite song comes on shuffle, i know every lyric at the back of my head, these lyrics speak to me and come to life. It's like every word is able to find their way into my hollow imagination and dance their way through scenes. That's why i always wanted to be a director. I'd picture scenes corresponding to every line of a song, and these scenes follow themselves to the next so intricately yet perfectly, i actually feel like i can make it literal. And now i have the goddamn chance, but being the usual palm sweating twathole i am, i obviously have assumed in advance that i'm going to screw this shit up so bad and just use the 'OH, FATE HAS DEALT ME A BAD HAND' card to make me feel better after. I have no inspiration, no motivation atm it's not even funny. There's a lack of almost everything plausible. The pressure and deadline is giving me the death glare and i'm so tired right now, what is this entry even? You can ignore this, it's just me typing on an abandoned journal way past my bedtime, /rambles

On a fuckyeahhappier note, i finally gotten my big cheese mag today, the one with AFI and GD on the front. Apparently this issue was due weeks ago in the states, some son of a fucking gun told me the issue was already skipped here so i ordered it online. I should have ordered the kerrang! one instead, damn. Now i'm gonna own 2 copy of BC ;_; Sigh, I WANT THAT KERRANG LEGENDS ISSUE SO BAD I'd trade my sister and mother on ebay for it, you know i would.

GAH, WHAT IS THIS CONSPIRACY.

Current Music: I Fought The Law - The Clash

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13 November 2009 @ 12:50 am

RAH RAH AH AH AH, ROMA ROMA MA, GA GA OOH LA LA.

I think Lady gaga is starting to grow on me, i might even start to follow her untill she loves me. Plus she instantly gets gold points for being a Green Day fan, just the mental image of her licking the cover of Dookie during its era.. i swear to god that woman.

So Ladies Night yesterday subsequently resulted in todays muscle breakdown, my legs have never felt so sore since road run or sports day 08, i never knew how much a dancefloor can resemble a massive black hole sucking you into this surreal world induced by alcohol and music. Oh, some dude complimented my dancing, well this is new. So you think i can dance!?!? DO YOU? i'll dance you down a flight of stairs if you come too close again, bitch. Now i know why people go to clubs, the atmosphere, the people, oh my trigger went off when Party In The USA came on, the remix of miley's voice was fucking mental i couldn't stop shitting brix. HAHAHA, anyway that feeling when a favourite song comes on.. you let go of the world and go berserk. Sorta like the feeling when you're at a rock concert, not like i've ever been to one. & oh oh, i see it coming. See how every personal entry or thoughts can lead to a Green Day related topic? Yeah, January 2010, but it's going to be a million times mind-blowing and no, i will not stop talking about it. Nothing will be able to top that day, nothing. I freak out everyday just thinking of being there with a thousand other hearts beating to the same tune, worshipping the same stage, i'm going to fucking die ngl, i can't even.

Oh The Killers will be in January as well, idk if i want to go yet, Brandon Flowers is still a stuck up asswipe to me, he needs a bracing reality check. Next year is still epic enough though, with all the amazing music this world is about to get bombarded with. All the new albums due for release in 2010 including blink, mcfly, MCR, GC. ..holy mozzarella jesus. Anyway, before i head back to my merciless obscurity where i belong, here are some pictures from yesterday.

Oh, GUISE. WER DO I GET DIS POSTER? NEED.

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09 November 2009 @ 04:34 am

When the story's stretched and so far-fetched that you're lacking an excuse, You lied.

Oh, my hair is purple now. Purple's good yeah, now i look like dino.
Who? Dino is my velociraptor, how many times do i have to repeat this, damn.
i'm in the mood so i'll shove some douche pictures of me up your, ---

This is me during halloween, and me with the best present i've ever gotten

This is me with a uh, rose.

& these are sexgods.

I IS UPSET WITH THIS PLACE. I'm spoilt for choice with all these amazing icons, i saved a whole bunch but lost the credit so i'm not gunna upload them -.- and then i came across this gawwwwdly moodtheme on the gdcommunity but god forbid i'm worthy enough to be using it. Well i could if i want to but i have to fucking get a paid account, YOU BREAK MY HEART, LIVEJ. Y YOU GO AND DO DAT?

Anyway, life has been amazing. No complaints, no predicaments to report. I have the most amazing people as friends, i have a ticket to the best day of my life, i have my men and their music, i have sufficient funds now which thus eliminates my 'NOT ENOUGH $$$ ALL THE TIME FUCK MY LIFE' problem. I will be able to shop my flapjacks off at Mall Of Asia very soon and oh also, I AM 18 AND CAN LEGALLY INFILTRATE SHOPPING MALLS, SPLASH GRAFFITI ON MANNEQUINS AND BURN SKINNY BITCHES. No lol, i'm kidding god where on earth do i get all these mental images from.

/roflbtw did you guys see billie losing his shoe during the EMAs, that man, really.. i don't even. Blondey randomly decided to take a stroll in the middle of 'Know your enemy' and then somehow managed to lose his shoe in the process and only went to retrieve it after 'Minority'. YES, MINORITY MOTHAAAAAA I WAS ALL ~OMG WHEN THEY PLAYED THAT. AND DID YOU SEE THEM WITH KATY, ON THE PIANO, JESUS I MUST POST THIS.

oh and congrats on best 'cock' award bbbbyz

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27 October 2009 @ 02:53 am

viva la xanne, like graffitis on the walls of the heartland.

How my dear ones doing residing in this here ol'Livejournal?

I'm going to tell you all about my week because i don't do that as much anymore and we're having a little interlude between this movie marathon going on so yeah, this will be a quicky :) Oh and by we, i mean xiaxia, sis and i. Xia will be bunking in mai crib till after her O levels, afterwhich she'll be leaving Singapore for good. So yeah, holding on to these memories as they pass me by :/ i might distant myself even more than i already am from this space. Don't delete me though because i still want to engage in stalking activities here oh and you know what else i wanna engage in? LEGAL DOMINATING SHIT! AS WELL AS EXPLORING ALL MY ADVANCED OPTIONS IN LIFE. WAI? 'CUS I AM NOW LEGIT 18 YEARS OLD, THAT'S RIGHT STRIKE THIS FUCKING MATCH WE'RE GUNNA START A WAR.

:) My 18th was well spent with loved ones, though i am a tad disappointed that some apparent 'close friends' of mine didn't even give enough of a fuck to wish me a decent 'happy birthday'. So dig this bitches, you guise are not of a significance in my life anymore, your existence is now invalid. SO GTFO I'M MEAN AND UPFRONT LIKE THAT AND IDGAFS \m/~~~~ Chyeah so okay i'll tag the day with, being dragged across the street filled with accelerating cars blindfolded, chocolate, more chocolate, chocolate cake, THAIPAN!, playgrounds, sand, swings, karaoke, reckless driving, zirca, rebel, random vocals, black sabbath, alcohol, graveyards, dancing and best friends :) Begged my bed for mercy at the beginning of the twilight before sunrise. Got up the next night (yes, night) thinking ~ohhhh time for a day of peace and serenity as well as getting my ass print on my couch but nooooooooooo, Nixia had to see the advertistment for Darah on my TV and drag Row, Jon, Sis and i to go watch it. So we cabbed down to plaza sing at midnight to catch that movie, however i already watched it so we switched to Halloween 2 instead. My sister was super stoked cause t'was her first M18 movie, we had our ways of getting her in (; Heh. Okay im gunna stop blabbering now because i just read through everything and it all sounds like gibberish to me o_o either because my incoherent skills of virtual communication just topped the charts or cause it's 4am and I NEED TO FUCKING, UH, SLEEP. BUT I WILL NOT, BECAUSE I'M IN THE MIDST OF WATCHING 'ACCEPTED'. & IT'S THE PART WHEN GREEN DAY'S 'HOLIDAY' IS ABOUT TO BE PLAYED IN THE BACKGROUND SO I'M GOING TO GO BACK TO HAVING QUALITY TIME WITH MY TV BEFORE I SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST. BYE

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21 October 2009 @ 01:26 pm

I've thrown the bouquet of flowers left over the grave,

-Vid taken down. Go to mtv asia to view.

21st Century Breakdown- /This is officially in my top 3 favourite music videos in the history of GD, ever. #1 ofcourse is still Holiday, followed by Walking Contradiction and then this, THIS!!1 I love the hell outta this one, the graffiti, the literal references (that's a first), the complexity, politicians kissing and making up, damn these men make Art look good. & holy matrimony pink slip!#$%^* The ending was fucking epic, probably my favourite part. You can see how it relates back to the Know Your Enemy video but seriously tho, y you do dat to my heart, Billie? Your avada kedavra stare has got me for the last time,

- don't hold your breath
Gunna pick up N from the airport now and get her settled at my house. Then imma head down to Haji Lane again to get me some bitchen shoes to go with my outfit for friday, see you hippies later.

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16 October 2009 @ 09:59 pm

Would it be okay if i took your breath away?

Who wins at life now bitches? C:

Now that i've gotten used to my heart palpitation rapid.. it's time for a proper coherent post yes? I've never felt so uplifted by music in my entire life, this band.. these men.. i love them so much i don't even know what to do with myself anymore. January 14.. how i'm going to manage my sanity on that day.. i honestly have no shit of a clue.

So life has been accelerating at 100 thoughts/minute i hardly have enough time to mark my tracks, thus the lack of updates. Oh, I finally rejoined the human race by reverting my body clock back to where i actually still have the priviledge of seeing the sun. 100 points for me! k lemme update my existence here a lil bit shall we, school wise. I only have a documentary and a tv ad to produce left till it's hello diploma in mass comm :) And all i've been doing lately is shopping, freaking out, watching horror movies (4bia, darah), reading concert reviews, more freaking out, and going anti blonde. Yes i've gotten rid of my scene hair, i'm now violet red AND I LYK IT, MORE MELLOW LOOKING! Another 100 points for me. No pictures though~ Ah i shall take my leave now.

till i sign in again, :)
Rage & Love,
Roxanne.

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13 October 2009 @ 09:28 pm

If dino was a velociraptor, he would have eaten the flinstones.

HAFIZ, YOU MOTHERFUCKER. WHUT IS THIS WITCHCRAFT!? YOU JUST MADE ME FUCKING CRY GODOGODOGODOGODOGDO.

Hafiz: 'Sorry, just checking to see if you're bursting with Joy about January 14.'
Me: What's January 14?
Hafiz: Green Day, Singapore Indoor Stadium. Jan 14.

After that sentence, i couldn't feel myself, couldn't think. Bitches and Blokes, I die here. I fucking die here.
BUT NOT JUST YET.

Led by the enigmatic Billie Joe Armstrong, Green Day has been hammering out its latest album 21st Century Breakdown across major stadiums worldwide and the Singapore date will be its first time in this region.

The Grammy-award winning powerpunk combo is completed by bassist Mike Dirnt and drummer Tré Cool, who have kept the frenzied music ticking like a timebomb through classic albums like Dookie, Insomniac, Nimrod and American Idiot.

On the current tour, Green Day has been unleashing classics like Longview, Welcome to Paradise, American Idiot, Brain Stew right to new favourites Know Your Enemy and 21 Guns.

Tickets will be available from all SISTIC outlets at S$128 (RM307.20, standing), S$88 (RM211.20), S$128 (RM307.20) and S$148 (RM355.20).

SISTIC fees apply. Public sales date is Oct 15. Hotline 65 6348 5555.

Browse (sistic.com.sg).

Published Oct 13 2009

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. OCT 15 IS IN 2 DAYS. FIRST DESTINATION : SISTIC. I'M BUYING THAT GODDAMN TICKET IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO. FUCK MY LIFE, MY LIFE IS FUCKED. I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO CALM THE SHIT DOWN EVER AGAIN. EVER.

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04 October 2009 @ 02:46 am

21stcb 2nd B-Side : Hearts Collide <3

This thursday marks the end of my exams, i really don't know what to do with that. I have no idea how i'm going to proceed with life at all really. I do know i want to leave this country but sweet mother of sex, how? I hate how i don't excel in everything i do and all i've ever achieved in this past year was brilliant new levels of sucking. I can't convey my thoughts into words very well either so there goes my dreams of being a writer. Zero motivation, zero attention span. Where the fuck is inspiration when you need it? Gah :/ Sometimes i really wish i'd stop ostracizing myself from society but then again, I don't even..

My 18th birthday is in a few weeks, dad said he can't come back to Singapore but he'd sponsor my party. I don't even know if i want to have one. If it was last year, i'd plan the shit out of this occasion in a heartbeat but now.. it just wouldn't make enough sense.

I'm on a mission into destination unknown, An expedition into desolation road.
Where I'm a Castaway - goin' at it alone

Random discovery :
Owl City - Hello Seattle
All Time Low - Hello Brooklyn

what is with bands and greeting cities. o_o

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